The dilemma of Self

 "Okay tell me, who is an ego less person nowadays? I don't think so. We all have more or less, but we have." Melanie said in a soft voice as her love rolled down her eyes. "We don't know what there true nature is. We can't really know. Good or bad, we can't just judge anyone or everyone. When we hear bad about us or someone or something related to us then our feelings hurt. You and I, we came to this beach everyday so if anyone says anything bad about this beach then it will hurt me because I came here but it won't hurt if someone talks about some other beach. Same goes for everything related to us. Our family, home, land, village, country. It hurts because we are born in this family and country. Its always about us. It won't hurt if we hear bad about other family or country because we were not born there. Peoples will show fake sympathies and feelings but they don't care if its not about them or something related to them. I don't know if you are here or not, listening to me or not but, you are not wrong and I won't ever forget you, Makoto. I will come here everyday as usual, talk to you as usual, love you as usual whether you're here or not. You won't feel alone or lonely okay. I am here with you and I will always love you." 



Melanie, I am here and I am listening to you. I know you can't see or listen to me as I am dead but your kind heart is not letting me go. Your soul isn't letting me pass to the other side and I am really glad for that. I was burned here. Everyone said I am too egotistic because I always defend myself and my family even if I do something wrong by mistake or not. I heard some people they want me out of the village too. Now nothing is valuable for me except your feelings and my mistakes. I am here to listen to you, to see you or even if you remain silent, I will be here. 


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