Deep inside this cursed world

    It's so tranquil
    like a sleeping baby
    an unfazed peace
    and a mesmerizing charm

    Its calling my soul
    captivating my heart
    freezing my mind
    and serene my body

    I don't know if its heaven
    I don't know if I am alive
    I don't know if it's a fantasy
    but my bliss has been revived

    My hollowed heart is healed
    my soul wants to live
    so there is peace in this cursed world
    mother nature is making me believe

A broken shell

   Why,

       Why its only me?
        there is only agony
        so much despair
        and song of melancholy

        Why life is so unfair
        why can't I strive for peace
        there is only darkness everywhere
        and the air filled with surprise

        Why do I have to cry
        why can't they understand
        there is no light at the end
        and my tears never dry

        Why so much expectations
        it hurts like hell
        so much riled up emotions
        and there is a broken shell...